Episode 2: Reviving Ambitions
Back to the Future, Think Tank Gallery
March 11, 2011
Please tell us a little bit about yourself.
My name is Ryan McGuffin. I’m a painter. I studied art and got my Bachelors from California Institute of the Arts. I’ve been painting and making art since I could walk, as far back as I can remember.
Can you tell us about the exhibition, and how your work fits in?
The show Back to the Future is generally just a group show of painters who are invested in painting as a practice. It’s also a way to create a new dialogue amongst young, contemporary painters. Personally, I’m totally invested in painting. Most of the work I make that I end up showing ends up being painting. There’s not a general theme to the show. My work deals with subjects of nostalgia and the dishonesty and disillusions within the act of remembrance and moments of remembrance.
How did you get to where you are now in terms of your art practice?
I actually decided not to go to school, and my parents applied to school for me. I moved to Oakland, and they called me and told me they got me into Otis, which was the first school I went to. They got me quite a bit of funding, and they told me “It’s paid for. You have to go.” They sort of bribed me into moving back to L.A. It’s sort of a moment in which I almost abandoned art but got forced back into it, which I’m so grateful for. I ended up in the painting program there, but it wasn’t quite what I needed. It wasn’t really that progressive in my opinion. So I applied and went to Cal Arts where painting is pretty looked down on. I didn’t care. Fuck it. I told myself I’m going to be a painter. It’s what I love, and I’ve been doing it ever since.
What are your sources of inspiration?
I pool a lot from my own photographs of my past and reflect on them. I distort them in a way in which they become ambiguous, and the narrative is stripped from them. They become more about this feeling that the viewer can project their own meaning onto. The most recent painting I did is of Santa Clause shoot-gunning a beer, and Santa Clause is totally out of focus, and the beer is in focus. I make the images I want to paint: I decide what I want to paint; I stage the photo; Take the photo; Paint it. Opposed to dealing with a moment in time, I was dealing with the idea of a moment in time with that photo. The other painting is this distorted image of a past moment. I pool a lot from personal experience, but I also do series of works that deal with found photos that sort of have this feeling that I’m interested in and the moment that I’m looking for.
What advice could you give to other young artists?
Say “fuck it” everyday, honestly. If there’s something that’s keeping you from doing what you want to do, stop doing that and figure out a way to make it work without that thing, and do what you want to do. Don’t stop. Make something everyday.